Introduction / Roxane GAy -- Fragments / Aubrey Hirsch -- Slaughterhouse Island / Jill Christman -- & the truth is I have no story / Claire Schwartz -- The luckiest MILF in Brooklyn / Lynn Melnick -- Spectator : my family, my rapist and mourning online / Brandon Taylor -- The Sun / Emma Snith-Stevens -- Sixty-three days / AJ McKenna -- Only the lonely / isa Mecham -- What I told myself / Vanessa Mártir -- Stasis / Ally Sheedy -- The ways we are taught to be a girl / XTx -- Floccinaucinhilipilification / So Mayer -- The Life Ruiner / Nora Salem -- All the angry women / Lyx Lenz -- Good girls / Amy Jo Burns -- Utmost resistance : law and the queer woman or how I sat in a classroom and listened to my male classmates debate how to define force and consent / V. L. Seek -- Bodies aganist borders / Michelle Chen -- Wiping the stain clean / Gabrielle Union -- What we didn't say / Liz Rosema -- I said yes / Anthony Frame -- Knowing better / Samhita Mukhopadhyay -- Not that loud : quiet encounters with rape culture / Miriam Zoila Pérez -- Why I stopped / ZoeMedeiros -- Picture perfect / Sharisse Tracey -- To get out from under it / Stacey May Fowles -- Reaping what rape culture sows : live from the killing fields of grwoing up female in America / Elsiabeth Fairhead Stokes -- Invisible light waves / Meredith Talusan -- Getting home / Nicole Boyce -- Why I didn't say no / Elissa Bassist -- Contributors -- Acknowledgements.

Edited and with an introduction by Roxane Gay, this anthology of first-person essays tackles rape, assault and harassment head-on. In this valuable and timely anthology, cultural critic and bestselling author Roxane Gay collects original and previously published pieces that address what it means to live in a world where women have to measure the harassment, violence and aggression they face, and where sexual-abuse survivors are 'routinely second-guessed, blown off, discredited, denigrated, besmirched, belittled, patronised, mocked, shamed, gaslit, insulted, bullied' for speaking out.